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Hej!
Idag har jag bakat en nektarintårta och det var så gott. här kommer recept och ni är alla så välkomna att fråga mig i kommentarsfältet.

Du behöver:
Färska nektariner
100 g margarin
1/4 tsk salt
1 ½ dl socker
3 ½ dl vetemjöl
2 ½ tsk bakring pulver
1 dl grädde eller yoghurt
2 ½ dl mjölk
2 ägg

Till servering:
glass, vaniljsås eller vispgrädde
florsocker

Gör så här:
1. sätt ugnen på 180 grader C.
2. Blanda mjölet, salt och bakpulver.
3. I en annan bunke blanda smör och socker. Lägg i ägget och vaniljsockret och blanda ihop. Lägg sedan grädden eller yoghurt på och blanda ihop.
4. Lägg mjölken på de torra ingredienserna och blanda.
5. Blanda sedan ihop allt.
6. Lägg de på formen som du har smörat redan (jag använder olja till formen).
7. Skär nektarin och lägg dem på toppen.
8. lägg den i ugnen i ca 70-80 min tills den blir guldfärgad och testa den med kniv.
9. låt den vila och svalna. blanda ihop vaniljsås eller grädde.
10. Häll florsocker över och servera.

Bon Appetit!

Hej!
Idag har jag bakat en smultronpaj för första gången och det var så gott. här kommer recept och ni är alla så välkomna att fråga mig i kommentarsfältet.

Du behöver:
smultron
100 g margarin
1/4 tsk salt
3 msk socker
3 dl vetemjöl


Till servering:
glass eller vaniljsås


Gör så här:
1. sätt ugnen på 180 grader.
2. blanda smält margarin, socker och salt.
3. häll mjölet över och blanda med fingrarna.
4.lägg den i pajformen och använd glas eller med fingrarna så det täcker hela formen och kanterna.
5. Nagga med gaffel.
6. ställ den i kylen i 30 min.
7.lägg den i ugnen i ca 20 min tills den blir guldfärgad.
8.låt den vila och svalna. blanda ihop vaniljsås eller glass.
9.lägg på såsen och dekorera sedan med smultron.

Bon Appetit!

Yes! The boy is sleeping in his bed 8:30 :D showered and done.
Time to have a nice evening for myself ;) i used to find always a cake or cupcakes in my kitchen. Always almost i had things for my evening with my coffee or tea but today i found nothing :( Does that mean that my evening will be canceled and i have to go to bed now? No, i got out (Pepparkakor och glögg) typcal swedish tradtional chrismatas biscuits and drink.
Dani came to the kitchen so i have asked him if he also wants. He lookd to my eyes for a second and he said: yes please :) and then he went to the window and asked: now we have Papparkakor and glögg, where is the snow?
Oh, snow! I miss the snow and the beauty of the white color every where around and the feeling of cleanless and softness and purity.
Will never also forget that Natte is December boy so we adore the winter.
When Dani said snow, it came first thing to my mind when i was giving birth and in the delivery room in the hospital. I was looking through the window from time to time and following the light of the day disapering and the night comes and the snow coming down so much i just said in my mind : Thank you God for such an environment i am delivering my baby in and such a beauty around me with all the love from my husband and care from every one around. The whitness of the snow was clearing my mind and made me feel strong and i was looking forward for christmas.
It's June now but i am really looking forword for christmas ;)

Couple of days ago, we have been sitting in the kitchen three of us eating our lunch. We used to start our food time with holding hands and a short prayer then we start to eat. Of course i feed Natte and then i get food if i could. While we are sitting eating and talking Daniel and i, i looked to Natte to give him his next spoon but i found him laid down at his side on his chair and open eyes with no moving at all. Dani looked at him and slaplt gentlay his face and called: Natte...Natte...Natanael!
We freaked out both of us in the same second and i chock his shoulder calling him: Natanael, Natanael, Natanael answer me! No moving now answering and no reaction at all!
Was his cup of water afront of us in the table so i spilled it all over his face. He looked to me and SMILED :D
In this moment daniel had a very yellow face and my heart was beating so fast as i am in a marthon.
We thought why he did like that? Might be he is acting againg as the fake coughing so we give him more attantion?
The day after, we called the kids department and talked with the nurse who is responsable about him and told her what happned. We have been so wondring what is that? Can't be acting again froma a baby 5 months old! No baby 5 months acting dead so he gets attantion!
What was that?
She answered: Oh! He might fall a sleep while he was sitting eating. Alot of babies in this age fall a sleep while they are eating.
Daniel and i couldn't stop laughing for how we thought that he was acting dead :D

 

It's a rainy day so we all are home and it's the end of the week also so we are cozy home together.
Feels deffrent to be home and just resting and relaxing than to be runing a plan for a day and rush here and there the day long.
Today Daniel is taking care of everything here around while i am just laying down resting after i wake up and had pain in my knee that made me unable to streach my leg!
He got Natte since he wake up, changing diapers, feeding the baby, made my brekfast then and cup of tea.
After a while he made Natte fall a sleep so we had a relaxing time but then he started to make our food. He made a wonderful Lasanga today and even brought it to the bed where i am so i can eat in my place.
Got a lovely cup of coffee after and sit afront of the pc writing and checking online some stuff.

Ask me about pampered mommy?
Yes it's me today! Just for one whole day wanna be pampered in the bed relaxed and doing nothing than enjoying the relaxing and sitting in a peace.
In Egypt, i used to love the winter cause it's rainy and it's so cozy so i used to be home with a warm drink afront of the tv watching mbc 4 or at the pc in the living room or in my own bed. Now i have to think about my own family and their food and shopping and cleaning and showering the baby and his sleeping time. Things got changed to much in a very short while!

I am still trying to make my self understanding that I AM A MOM and i have A BABY!

To be a mum, is not easy and to be a good mum is really challenging. When you walk while you are sleeping or sleeping while you are in the bathroom, you know that you are a mum :)
I can't be in the shower becouse i am always hearing my baby crying so i have to have him with me in the shower room. When you go out and find yourself without shoes and must run up again to get shoes, yes you are a mother :)

Today was the last day for my little prince swimming course, we had to hurry to catch the bus to go to the swimming pool so i dressed up, my husbend got dressed up as well and i dressed Natte up. I prepered a bag for Dani with his towel and showering stuff with his swimming suit and another bag for me and Natte as well. What is the time, oh 3 min left so we must hurry down so we can catch the bus.
YES! we did, we arrived there and have around 45 min so we got cup of coffe there before the lecture starts. Time to go to the changing rum, oh oh!! where is the bag for me and Natte? Yes sure, we forgot it! What to do now? Nothing he can't swim naked of course :(
Ok! Daniel went to the trainer to tell her we will not be able to attend this lacture and to take the diploma but guess what? She told him, no but there i have an extra swimming suit in my office and he can borrow it :)
Ok! but we have only one towel with Daniel! So? Natanael and i will use it and daniel can deal with the situation :P
I borrowed and extra daiper as well for the way back home from anther mum and yes we did it :D

Today my little charming prince have got his first diploma. It is the diploma for the first course of the swimming courses.
Now he finished the first one and graduated as well from the ducks group :D
How it feels? Well...like i have a graduted son from high school? No, more! Like maybe a graduate son from a university? No i don't know! But it feels unbelivably fabulous and i felt so proud of him that he can be through this from age 3 months till now and to learn new things and we all enjoyed the time togther.
I belive that the feeling i had today to get his own first diploma ever in my hands and see his name on it means alot to me and will always remind me of how cute it is and how challenging for him and us it was.

Today is my 26 birthday...now I am moved from ungdom(youth) to be vuxen (adult) by the swedish system ;)
I had a wonderful day spent it all with my lovely family. just Natanael, Daniel and me :) and we went out and had nice bbq time and enjoyed this day to the maximum.
Felt so good to see myself and my baby grows old beside each other but my pray was, God when i grow old and be so old woman, please let my husband and my son be around me till my last day.
My wish for this year was never be alone not even for one day!
My cake:
My cake this year was super summery ;) i hade a whole fruits cake just so mr. Natanael can eat with us as long as he is under one year old and not allowed to eat any sweet things or creamy stuff ;)
So overwealmed after this much gratulated i have got at my wall in facebook and inbox also for every one posted a nice pic for me or send sms or called me even or the gifts i have got :)
Just the idea that there is somebody remembering me and cares, means alot to me.

Feel blessed today and so thankful to God for all my sweet friends and my lovely family, praying may God keep this bond between us for ever :)

Today is the Swedish national day :) I have never been out in the streets in this day! For special reasons i am locked home every year :D
This morning, i went to look from the window and i saw the swedish flags all over the city were hung up and flying with the fresh air. I just remembered when I been to schools in my sweet Egypt and we been standing greeting the flag as they call it with the anthem song. What a feeling that i was so bored of it and wanna just to go to my class and feel like this is an ugly song anyway and i feel nothing of this words.

Three years ago when i moved to Sweden and heard their swedish song i felt like wow, just words all about life and how to enjoy it and we sing only about how we die for the land!
Today i miss my warm Egyptian song and happy to be part of the livily swedish one as well.

Yes i need rainbow in my daily life. I wish I can get rain so strong to wash over all the idiots in my daily life. Every day i see and learn. I see people are fake and acting and reacting to show other personalty than who they are!
I wish the rain can wash there fakeness so the truth will show up.

I wish the rain can wash my memory and every thing I remember from such people, I wish I can forget and forgive. What a hard time to have when you feel guilty to know someone or to trust somebody?

The rainbow is so colorful, light and pretty..I wish all my days will be the same and people around me be real and not false or wearing masks.

My decision today is that i will be who I am whatever others thinks or say cause no one matters for me as long as I see I am in the right way and not putting my nose in others business.
I wanna be the rainbow in my family's life and that they can see the light and the color and the pretty through me.

Today, since i have opned my eyes and i am not feeling so well. I feel so depressed today, sad, alone and lonely. I feel like i am the most awful mum can ever be and the most ugly wife some one can get. I feel as i am so far away of every one's dream. I am not the perfect daughter or even the smart sister. I feel no one wants me and no one will ever accept me.
I feel i have no friends and no one wanna keep my friendship. I feel so down as i wanna disappear, i wish i can cover my self in my bed for a whole week and never annoy everyone around me.
Why i must take care of every one while no one cares about me? Why i have to hear other's problems while no one to wanna hear my pain? Why every one thinks about their own needs without thinking about what i do need?
I hate when others control me or even think they can do! I wish to live independed but people never leave others take care of thir own business!
I am lonely, sad, down, depressed, alone, awful and stupid person to be plus unfortunately, i can't change anything!

I am who i am and i am aware of that!

Låt mig hålla dina händer sade jag till Natte idag och tog tag i hans händer så han kan sitta och sedan stå upp. Så långe som han bara är fem månaders gammal, kan han inte gå eller sitta ensam men bara när han får hjälp från oss. Jag höll hans händer och han stod upp och YES, han tog ett steg framåt för första gången!

Vilken känsla som mamma att kunna se sin bebisar växa upp framför dina ögonen och börjar ta sina steg. Jag vet att jag är hans hjälp och jag ska alltid hjälpa honom <3

Idag när jag stod och pratade med Daniel, och Natte låg på sängen framför mig så hör vi plötsligt host, host, host!
Jag kollade på Natte och såg honom le åt mig, men när jag vände mig om till Daniel igen så hörde vi igen host host host! Samma leende när jag tittade på Natte igen.
Mr. Natanael spelar att han har hosta så jag ska sluta prata med hans pappa och ge honom uppmärksamhet. Jag trodde aldrig att vi skulle vara på väg att få en liten drama queen i vårat hem före 5 månaders ålder!

 

 

Hon chockerade mig :O
Jag och Natte var på öppna förskolan och min mamma kom förbi för att säga hej. 
en mamma med en 11 månader gammal bebis frågade mig...
Hon: är det din bebis?!
Jag: Ja! 
Hon: OMG, jag trodde han var din bror och du tar hand om honom tills din mamma kommer hem från jobbet. Är du över 15? Du ser så ung ut
Jag: Ja jag är över 15 och det här är min son och inte min bror. 

 

Jag lovar, jag är över 15